It's Just About Me

I see your face, feel your love -
I know you need me,
you'll never leave me -
still I cry, don't understand why.

I look at your face, and I feel your touch.
I don't understand why this hurts me so much.
If you only knew, it'd tear you apart - 
I don't even know what lies in my heart.

I feel so much pain, it's all deep inside,
and when I'm alone it's so hard to hide.
Try to let you in? Would you turn away?
These insecurities just won't let me say

Just give me time, and I'll know the truth.
Please hold me now as I go back to my youth.
Try to understand: it's not about you.
It's just in my head, it can't hurt us two.

So please understand if I sometimes seem cold -
It's not about you, it's just sadness of old.
If I only knew, could conquer these fears;
I don't know the cost, I just know it takes years

Just give me time, and I'll know the truth.
Please hold me now as I go back to my youth.
Try to understand: it's not about you.
It's just in my head, it can't hurt us two.

So I'll let you in, into my secret heart -
Maybe you'll understand just what rips me apart
If you somehow see, it's just about me...